What will I ever do without you
I HAVE ASKED MY DEAR FRIEND LSTEVENS TO POST SOME
PICTURES FOR ME
I had to say to my ANGEL today and not that many hours ago,
I did not think I could post this so soon,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,but I am
Looking for comfort and I am sobbing.........my heart is
broken.
I knew this day was coming, but we are nevernever ready to say "GOODBYE', we have to do it for them.
She was at home and sedated, as I cuddled her she made her
journey to be HAPPY, HEALTHY AND RUNNING FREE.
GOD BLESS YOU MY PRECIOUS ONE...............GOD BLESS YOU
FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE..................
May I Go?
May I go now?
o you think the time is right?
ay I say goodbye to pain filled days
and endless lonely nights?
I've lived my life and done my best,
an example tried to be.
So can I take that step beyond
and set my spirit free?
I didn't want to go at first,
I fought with all my might.
But something seems to draw me now
to a warm and living light.
I want to go
I really do.
It's difficult to stay.
But I will try as best I can
to live just one more day.
To give you time to care for me
and share your love and fears.
I know you're sad and afraid,
because I see your tears.
I'll not be far,
I promise that, and hope you'll always know
that my spirit will be close to you
wherever you may go.
Thank you so for loving me.
You know I love you too,
that's why it's hard to say goodbye
and end this life with you.
So hold me now just one more time
and let me hear you say,
because you care so much for me,
you'll let me go today.
For those of you that don't know, my girl was not a Dobe, she was part
White Shep/Gold Ret she was beautiful, I rescued her from a bad
situation. I had lost my German Shepherd and was devastated, looking
for a kitten for my grieving cat and I ran up on Schaudeh. My Mother was
with me and I was NOT leaving this girl behind, so home she went with me.
I knew I had my work cut out for me, she was going to be a handful.......
and so it began, she turned out to be the most LOVING, LOYAL, DEVOTED,
TRUSTWORTHY AND WONDERFUL family member. White as snow and
beautiful.
As it turned out this girl obeyed me like no other. I could leavemy dinner on a low table tell her to "leave it", walk out of the room and
she would not touch it. She was very sensitive .............she just wanted
me to be happy with her at all times. There is a lot of history behind her
she has been by my side thru the most "heartbreaking" times of my life,
she seemed to ALWAYS know when I was upset and really needed her.
The list is a long one. In 2007 I had a very bad incident in my home and
I vowed my dogs would never ever be home alone again...........and they
were not, if they could not go with me, I had a friend watch them until
I returned, I quit my job for this reason...........who is protecting who....
I did not care they were my only thought.
I wrote the following some time ago
MY BEAUTIFUL "WHITE ANGEL" MY SWEET SCHAUDEH
We were as one you and me
We had a unique incredible bond you and me
I am so glad I rescued you as you rescued me
You were so mistreated so afraid to trust to
afraid to love...................
I found you with the help of
ANGEL above
I was told I could not turn you around......
Thru LOVE and PATIENCE we
ended on common ground
You were so devoted so loving so gentle
thru our life together.........
My Schaudeh you got thru your aggression
and other issues forever........
I LOVED YOU YESTERDAY, I LOVE YOU TODAY AND I WILL LOVE YOU TOMORROW
I CARRY YOUR HEART IN MY HEART AND I WILL CARRY IT "FOREVER "
REST NOW MY PRECIOUS ONE.............REST IN PEACE
A Letter From Your Pet In Heaven
To my dearest family,
some things I'd like to say.
But first of all, to let you know,
that I arrived okay.
I'm writing this from the Bridge.
Here I dwell with God above.
Here there's no more tears of sadness.
Here is just eternal love.
Please do not be unhappy
just because I'm out of sight.
Remember that I am with you
every morning, noon and night.
That day I had to leave you
when my life on earth was through,
God picked me up and hugged me
and He said, "I welcome you.
It's good to have you back again,
you were missed while you were gone.
As for your dearest family,
They'll be here later on."
God gave me a list of things,
that he wished for me to do.
And foremost on the list,
was to watch and care for you.
And when you lie in bed at night
the day's chores put to flight,
God and I are closest to you...
in the middle of the night.
When you think of my life on earth,
and all those loving years,
because you are only human,
they are bound to bring you tears.
But do not be afraid to cry:
it does relieve the pain.
Remember there would be no flowers,
unless there was some rain.
I wish that I could tell you
all that God has planned.
If I were to tell you,
you wouldn't understand.
But one thing is for certain,
though my life on earth is o'er.
I'm closer to you now,
than I ever was before.
There are rocky roads ahead of you
and many hills to climb;
But together we can do it
by taking one day at a time.
It was always my philosophy
and I'd like it for you too;
That as you give unto the world,
the world will give to you.
If you can help somebody
who's in sorrow and pain;
Then you can say to God at night...
"My day was not in vain."
And now I am contented...
that my life was worthwhile.
Knowing as I passed along
I made somebody smile.
God says: "If you meet somebody
who is sad and feeling low;
Just lend a hand to pick him up,
as on your way you go.
When you're walking down the street
with me on your mind;
I'm walking in your footsteps
only half a step behind."
"And when it's time for you to go...
from that body to be free.
Remember you're not going...
you're coming here to me."
